Repressed Memory

Day 93
This is the weirdest thing. My boyfriend and I were talking about bullying and cyber bullying when all of a sudden I remembered being cyber bullied. I remembered that in middle school there were these two girls that for some weird reason began to hate me. If I remember correctly it was because her boyfriend was interested in being my friend and she was worried it was more than friendship. Anyways, one day they made a fake AIM account and used it to say really hurtful things to me. They called me fat and ugly.

It is so weird that I have forgotten so many things from my past. I believe that when I write my blog, old feelings come back, as well as the old memories.

In other news...I have some bad news. I was not able to get my footage done in time for MTV's Bullied. I am so bummed because I thought it was a great thing that they were doing, but with school and work, I just wasn't able to do enough for it. The video that I posted recently was given to them, but nothing else. I kind of doubt that they will use my footage because there wasn't enough of it. I am however still waiting to hear from MTV's Cut. I should be hearing from them this week. YAY!!

<3 Angel

My footage for MTV

Day 86

MY FOOTAGE
Hey guys!
This is my video footage from what I will be sending to MTV for their documentary. Sorry, but I don't know how to post these videos directly onto my blog. Hope you enjoy it!

In other news, I will be on CBS Atlanta AGAIN tonight at 11, so in 50 minutes! :D Also, I will be playing Janet at Rocky Horror at Plaza Atlanta this Friday night. I really hope to see all of you there! Make sure you come say hello if you come! Please pre order your tickets because we will sell out! This is our biggest show of the year aside from Dragon Con.

Thats all for now.
<3 always,
Angel

Excitement

Still Day 81

I just wanted to take a quick moment out of my day to mention how excited I am. After seeing the interview on CBS news I just feel empowered and proud to be who I am. As I mentioned in the interview I have no idea who I am and I am struggling very hard to find that out. However, after this all began I can't stop thinking that this is what I am supposed to be doing with my life. I am on a mission, and I will not stop until I make a difference in the world. :) Everyone, just remember, I can't do it alone. I need your help! Please help me spread the word about this blog and my mission. It is because of all of you that things are happening.

Oh almost forgot to mention this...I will be sending in my footage to MTV's Bullied this coming week. I spoke to them recently, and it seems like something I really want to do. If you can't remember MTV bullied is a documentary that they are doing that shows that bullying takes place all over the world. I will know in about a month if I get selected to be a part of it! :)

Angel

Bullying, attempted suicide and how a metro Atlanta girl survived it all

Day 81
Bullying, attempted suicide and how a metro Atlanta girl survived it all: A rare look into the world of bullying and the emotional toll it takes on the victims.

The video of my interview is now online! Check it out!

News article

Still Day 80
Hey guys! Here is the news article done by CBS!

http://www.cbsatlanta.com/story/15734497/bullying-attempted-suicide-and-how-a-metro-atlanta-girl-survived-it-all This is the link if you want to check it out!

Check out my interview about bullying on CBS!!

Day 80
Hey guys, in just over 15 minutes I will be on CBS News Atlanta answering questions in an interview about bullying. Please check it out. So sorry I posted this so late, but no worries, I will post the video of it on this blog tomorrow if you didn't get enough of a chance to see it. Also, this will be reairing tomorrow around 4 or 5!

Until tomorrow!
Angel

Quick update on CBS and MTV

Day 79
Hey guys!
I just wanted to take a brief moment to update you on what is coming up. I would love to do a very detailed entry, but it is midterm week at school and things are VERY hectic right now. So tomorrow CBS News Atlanta will be coming over and they will be interviewing me on my bullied past. YAY! Even though I would LOVE for them to talk some about my blog, they told me they are more interested in what happened to me and my story. No biggie. I am happy to share my story.

I spoke to MTV yesterday and they said that the deadline for everyone is Friday and they will know who they will choose in about a week and a half, so now I just have to wait. Yay for more waiting.

So that is my update for now...
Will update again soon!

<3 always,
Angel